Life wishes to happen

Every one whiches that they  can get a better life than other, but it never happen to them. When they wishes ot to happen but it didn't not happen, when they don't want it to happen but it happen is some thing like fatal sickness that we do not wish to have. People always ask why does this bad things happen to me and this moment of my life. Why? The answer is GOD PLAN... or when there is bad there is good. These is our life that GOD has plan for us.
      Life to me is like nothing much is just fun, anger and jealousy and many more. Most of my cousins has what want and wishes to have. They are able to lift happily ever after. As for me living as two personality and stressful live.  Maybe my life is surpose to lift, enjoy and suffer. 
     My relative members are happy as a dolphin and yes they may have ups and downs in their life.        
  Some time our life needed a balance and balance life and emotion are good as they keep us motivated.  In three more days or so, will be my last day of freedom as my parent are coming back from their holiday.