I always think to myself that i love some on, but knowing that i could love someone is for real. As i think deeper to my future i found out that i could not love anyone at all as in girlfriend. My mind is like my best friend to me. Everyone will say i am crazy and all, well i am if i am alone with no one to talk to. I was ignored by most of my friends, kept me in the shadow, getting the "latest news", "latest feedback". Now i am in trouble getting to know my friends. Is it my problem of not being able to socialize?
Just today i have screw someones trust and love. Playing with some one i know. which now i will get my own punishment for playing with girls feelings. And people who read this will start to hate me for who am i. I can admit that i am a weird person and and idiot person. This blog is where i release my feeling about my life (rarely post) and all this sad, anger and all the negative problem that i have being in this life. which is not suppose to be, Blog is supposed to be positive and promoting ads. i will do my best to post fun and exciting post.