The good and bad times

My life wasn't that happy until I met this girl who is quite cute and pretty. For that moment I able to go towards her and ask her name. For the first time I was not nervous to ask a girl’s name. My heart was beating fast. After a few days, I ask her can she be my girlfriend and she say yes. I was so excited to have my first girlfriend. My brain was putting a reminder for ever year on this particular month and it was 6/1/2015. On that day it was my happiest day ever, I feel like shouting out loud but I couldn't. Step by step I am able to hold her hand and then kiss her. Every morning we remind each other what we have to do in the morning when we wake up but not just laying down on the bed like a lazy bum (person). Like all couple will also do send "I LOVE YOU" to our partners.  Sometimes we do fight on certain this that we each other dislike abt it. But we will be together forever.

Every morning, afternoon, evening, night and whenever I am bored I will think abt my girlfriend. In my mind will always ask what were she doing, is she bored, did she sick or not, did I hurt her feelings in anyways and etc. Every day we miss each other, we are able to see and talk on that one day in a week.  Sometimes I do dream abt her during my sleep. Most of the time we chat on Facebook massager, we are able to reach the target of 20,000 messages in just a month. Like all partners we have all the rule for each other so my girlfriend had 5 rules I need to follow.  1 NO OTHER GIRLS, 2 NO ALCOHOL 3 NO SMOKING 4 NO BAD WORD 5 OBEY THE RULES ABOVE.

On the 19/1/2015 was my worst day in the year. I thought I could continue with that person for long but I didn't know what I did wrong.  After that day I have been asking myself what I did wrong, I try to have recall memories on what I have done to     break the relationship with her.  On the next day my whole life was change when I suspected that she has other guy which is younger than her. He is much better than me. My life will be change because of this whole game I was played. I feel like a middle person between the new boyfriend and my ex-girlfriend now my life is just being single and lonely.