The Innocent Girl

She the innocent one who I have feeling for. 

She is the want who change my life around, when I look at her she makes me smile. 

I am not very sure whether did I make her smile. I may look not handsome, clever or anything near to it. 

I feel like she has something special in her. I knew her for few years already. Now I look back at our conversation, I feel stupid to the things I have said to her, the wrong thing that I have done to her and thing are not suppose to do. Now I realised that, I have done too much or many pervert thing to her. I feel very guilty to her whenever I face, I forced myself to put a smile on my face whenever I see her. 

Just last few days I confessed to her I am very in love with her. I told her that, I may not like other boys who have all the good feature. I am more like a person who have a fat tummy, no muscle, and  not looking cool. I know that my time is short as I have dream about my death, it is very complicated to explain. That was y I ignoring her for one day. On that day itself I received a message from her, asking me y am I ignoring her. So I explain to her of what happen. I remember once I was fetch her back home and requested me to bring her to have a late lunch. I brought her to MCD as requested from her, she told me did not have enough of money, I should have brought her in to MCD and treat her. I have make a mistake for not being to have a good lunch. She only bought a vanilla ice cream. There had been so many time that I want to tell her but I do not have the guts or the balls to confessed to her. Every day for the past few years I have be thinking of her day and night. As she has grown taller and taller about to reach my height, I can see that she have grown more matured and still have the innocent look at her face. I think I have expressed enough. As I know she may or may not accept that she is still pretty, beautiful, innocent  smart, caring and many other good things that I can day to her. But not about myself.

She the innocent one who I have feeling for. 

She is the want who change my life around, when I look at her she makes me smile. 

I am not very sure whether did I make her smile. I may look not handsome, clever or anything near to it. 

I feel like she has something special in her. I knew her for few years already. Now I look back at our conversation, I feel stupid to the things I have said to her, the wrong thing that I have done to her and thing are not suppose to do. Now I realised that, I have done too much or many pervert thing to her. I feel very guilty to her whenever I face, I forced myself to put a smile on my face whenever I see her. 

Just last few days I confessed to her I am very in love with her. I told her that, I may not like other boys who have all the good feature. I am more like a person who have a fat tummy, no muscle, and  not looking cool. I know that my time is short as I have dream about my death, it is very complicated to explain. That was y I ignoring her for one day. On that day itself I received a message from her, asking me y am I ignoring her. So I explain to her of what happen. I remember once I was fetch her back home and requested me to bring her to have a late lunch. I brought her to MCD as requested from her, she told me did not have enough of money, I should have brought her in to MCD and treat her. I have make a mistake for not being to have a good lunch. She only bought a vanilla ice cream. There had been so many time that I want to tell her but I do not have the guts or the balls to confessed to her. Every day for the past few years I have be thinking of her day and night. As she has grown taller and taller about to reach my height, I can see that she have grown more matured and still have the innocent look at her face. I think I have expressed enough. As I know she may or may not accept that she is still pretty, beautiful, innocent  smart, caring and many other good things that I can day to her. But not about myself.